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Faith and Unknowns

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It’s been a minute since I’ve posted or given any real update. Y'all, some days it is pure survival mode. And we are trying to find in-home care for Henry, on top of therapies, appts, jobs, other kids. Life! Lol I’m spent.  Getting through the unknowns of Henry is such a struggle. It's taken a long time to know what makes him smile and even still, it doesn't always work. It's taken me months to begin to understand his cries and what they mean. It is his only way of communication still. There are no words, no pointing, no grabbing, no showing, no nothing. It's literally like having a newborn still. I say it often because it is the easiest way to describe Henry.  He cannot communicate, he cannot hold his head up, he can't even see well enough or at all, to look or point at something. You'll hear most moms say they wish that newborn stage could last forever and while that time is amazing and special and the snugs are legit and you're just in this euphoria.....