Thank you
Since the day Henry was born, we have had such an outpour of love and support. COVID kept family out of the hospital during his birth and away in general because of the unknown of this virus. Then we find out our son had some serious issues and only one parent can be in the NICU. Let me just say that postpartum help is non existent. I know the baby is what is most important, but the second they are born, the mom's don't matter anymore and that is a hard journey to be on. As a first time mom, hormones all over the place, having to be alone, not knowing anything, having to make decisions and hear things that are terrifying, it blows my mind looking back that no-one really had any concern for how I was handling the news. How I was healing, the fear, the anxiety, the questions. I had doctors telling me everyday that something was wrong with my son in such a 'chill' fashion that as I remember it, I don't know how I survived it without breaking down every single day. Bu...